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Don’t Panic…

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hitchhiker’s guide – one of my faves – easy, right?

I have my towel, some peanuts and a pint of beer in hand!

I have done all I can before getting on the plane in the morning –

✔ Passport

✔ Visas

✔ Traveler’s insurance

✔ Shots

✔ boarding pass

✔ clothes & camping gear

✔ Int’l sim card

✔ cameras, laptop, solar charger

✔ water filter

✔ travel guides

✔ Bills / mortgage paid

✔ friends to look after the house / plants / mail

I’ve been eagerly anticipating this trip for months now, barely able to contain my excitement until July arrived. I would’ve left months ago if it had been an option. I have been jumping up and down inside waiting anxiously to start this grand adventure.

We have a teammate across the pond (UK) who for the past 2 months has posted the most hilarious, witty, satirical daily countdown on our team facebook page. I wake up in the morning and can’t wait to see what crazy thing Johnny has posted!

I was shocked, however, when absolute sheer terror set in once the countdown dropped below a week! And I panicked! Why? Hmmmmm…

I am SO excited to start this grand adventure. I know it will be amazing and life changing. I can’t wait to leave, to get on the plane and see what the future holds for me. I’m not scared to go, but I think a part of me is scared to leave … to let go of the present. Life is really great, right now, here at home. I’ve never been happier, more at peace, more secure in who I am and what I want. And I am leaving all that behind for a 10,000 mile journey across Europe and Asia??? WOW! Maybe I am crazy!

I grew up travelling the world. I race sailboats. I fly gliders. I climb lighting trusses 40 feet in the air. I’m a pretty tough gal & not much fazes me. But this….I’ve never done a trip like THIS before.

Life is all about learning how to let go, and this is definitely challenging me. I am, this week, finally allowing myself to feel all that I will be leaving behind, all that I will miss while I am on this journey. Although I would not trade staying home for what I am about to do, I feel the sense of loss, of change that is apparent.

I know I will feel better once I board the plane. The adventure will begin and I can not let myself look back. Here I come, ready or not….jump!

3 thoughts on “Don’t Panic…

  1. Dean Hill's avatar

    You go, girl!

  2. 
Leslie K's avatar

    The scaries are a bit of what makes it fun, the challenge of overcoming the challenge. I’m sure you’re going to have a blast and you have lots of compatriots to get through the challenges. Even Arthur Dent had companions but I’m not sure that’s reassuring at this juncture. Any two headed folks on that bus? Love ya cuz!

  3. Carolyn's avatar

    You are going on an adventure of a lifetime. Such an experience is going to change you, deepen you, expand you…so you will come back a different person. You’re saying goodbye—or at least a see you later—to your pre-trip person. Your post-trip person will be different. Bon Voyage! I look forward to hearing about your travels.

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